Plateau

I find myself in a position I have never been in before. 

I'm jobless, not studying, no income to speak of at the moment.

I deal with that, I know that there will be more jobs opening up a couple of weeks before school starts but right now I am sort of in limbo. I need to fill time in.

I can read sure, but I really need to be more productive. I want to go for jogs, but I hate jogging. I want to write some more of my book which is still in the embryotic stages, yet I feel the lack of motivation. 

I have fallen and I can't get up